Breathless.one step closer.

Sometimes i just need someone who i can confide in. Its like i need to explode my volcano to someone, before the nuclear bomb drops on everyone. Thats how i feel sometimes.
Well, but she just doesn’t understand me. And i feel so tired of her naive-ness. Or maybe, innocent-ness. im not saying its wrong to be innocent. But its just so tiring when she just doesnt understand a single shit im going through. And here i am, trying my very best in understanding whatever she does, and whatever problems she encounter.
Im really tired. Can’t i have a person who understands me truly, and wholeheartedly?
And instead of trying to go through problems with me, she just smile and take my problems as my own problems, and she doesn’t wanna help. And this is making me struggle even more. Im not sure if she just doesn’t want to understand people, or she knows whats happening, justvthat she chooses to act dumb about it. I just think that, as days go by, my understanding of her becomes lesser and lesser.
And, im struggling, and hanging.